Without Reserve

This is my voice.

This is my chance to speak without reserve about the thoughts that swim about in the recesses of my brain. I don't claim to have earth shaking philosophies, or world changing strategies to demand the attention of others.

But I am here. And I want to speak up. And having an anonymous blog rids me of the need to censor myself, or to make sure I am guarding everyone's interests and feelings.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not here to gossip. I'm not that kinda person.

I'm just here to speak my mind.

The title of this blog, Candycoatedwaterdrops is based on a song by a band called Plumb.

Here are the lyrics of that song:

Candycoatedwaterdrops
What is this
Mass confusion
This crazy way we're living
This emptiness we're passing out
Like candycoatedwaterdrops
I'm spilling out my thoughts
You're spilling out your guts
And I can't help but stop and think that
If the world stopped spinning
If the end was beginning
Would you even notice if I wasn't there?
If the world stopped spinning around
All that's worth dying for is already dead
An empty religion you've learned to accept
When nothing means everything, your daily routine
You go through the motions like a helpless machine
You're spinning 'round
You're spinning 'round
But I can't help wondering
You're spinning 'round
You're spinning 'round
But I can't help wondering
When the answers to everything are right in your hands
You lose your conviction, but you can't help standing
On the one thing that held you for so many years
You ask for forgiveness and hold back the tears

I hope in some ways it makes for some meaning as to why this blog is named the way it is.

I don't really expect anyone to read this. But if you do, good on ya. I hope that you find some comfort here, or something that inspires you. It's the thing that gets me most high in life. To make even if just that tiny difference.

Here's to the bright beginnings of a nice lil' comfy anonymous blog. The second of its kind in my blog records.